Aloha, boys & girls! Ladies & Gentlemen,
It’s been a while I guess. Currently keep myself busy with work & a lot of stuff. My housemates left one by one leaving me here (Thank God, not alone). Deep inside my heart, I really miss my hometown, to be specific my family. ~ Sigh
I need to learn a lot of thing, need to grow up. So, I have to ignore that ‘homesick’ symptom and focus on my following days.
These past few days, I’ve been thinking about this whole being single thing and last thing that crossed my mind was “For how long I can held up my single status?” Honestly, it was quite boring without someone who you can depend on. However, For me to start a new relationship…I don’t think I’m ready. Suddenly missing someone but I’ve let him to leave me so I will not ask him come back to me just because I need someone to be loved. At the same time, there this guy who keep acting weird & nice…suddenly guilt got into me. At this moment too, a guy who really pissed me off that he act like that he care enough but then start to create a distance. That guy who I call ‘best friend’, he has changed. A lot.
Everything is a little bit too late now to stop everything. I’m brokenhearted, confused and lonely at the same time. It is a very bad combination but I will try my best to go on. Life doesn’t end here. One day, I will be tougher and stronger than I am now. By that time, no one can break the wall that I’ve built. Just get ready.
What matter most this time is to keep walking and smiling and always be strong. 
Okay, guys! Learn from my mistakes, do not repeat it! Love you all, xoxo!
