Hey, guys!
Finally it’s the last day of 2011. Huh, I’m sure I will wake up with a smile on my lips tomorrow…First, because it is the first day of New Year 2012. Second, because I’ve been given another year to create path of my life.
Like I’ve promised, I will talk about my ex’es today. The number is 8. Yeah, my favourite number. The first guy, let’s name it Mr. S. He was my first boyfriend but not my first love. 
We only last for 4 days only. It’s hard to love someone that you don’t love at the first place. So nothing much to say about him.
Second guy was Mr. Nick. He was my senior at my high school. I don’t think it was love that I felt for him. It’s just a little crush, cause I get bored with him easily. :p I knew him because he was my canoeing partner at Prefects Camp. Hahaha
Third was Mr. J. He was the first boyfriend who can stand with me for two years. However, at that time I was seeing another guy which was the fourth, Mr. T. This Mr. T was my classmate, a footballer and kinda cute. Talk about him later. Now focus on the third one. Mr. J was honest, sweet and very understanding. I love him (past few years) and I know it but cheating was the biggest mistake I’ve ever done to repay his kindness and his love. We met every week at the church, and barely seeing each other at the school. I still remember his handwriting when he wrote me a letter. LOL! He said that when he 25 (3 more years to go), he will send rombongan meminang to my parents. Haha, it’s just a memory back then.
Fourth was Mr. T. I still remember the first time he stand beside me, listening to my favourite song from my favourite band. Take Me To Your Heart, Michael Learns To Rock. Haha, it was pouring at that time. I can’t remember how long he takes to ask my phone number. :p I was his first love and first girlfriend. The most lame excuse that I’ve used to end the relationship was when I want to end our relationship. Seriously, people hate me a lot because I’ve broke another heart. 
You’re so kind, but I can’t hurt Mr. J.
After I end my relationship with Mr. T I thought that I will be loyal to Mr. J but once again, I’m seeing another guy. The fifth one. Mr. H. Mr. H was having a very bad reputation when I met him so when he end up became a policeman, I’m shocked. Hahahahaha. It’s hard to believe but it’s true. Our relationship last for 3 months only. He was cute but somehow I don’t feel comfortable when I with him. Feeling safe and comfortable is the most important factor when I choose a boyfriend. :p
Mr. S was my sixth boyfriend. He was younger than me, but the way he makes me feel was…whoa, hahaha When I remember all the talks, I still can laugh alone. Also nothing much to say about him.
Next, Mr. E. The first not-Iban boyfriend. He was the first guy who dare to end our relationship. All this time, it was me who decided to end a relationship. :p He was kind, sweet, good looking and protective.
The last one, Mr. A. For once, I felt that he was my true love. He was sweet, nice, quite good looking and protective, sometimes I felt a bit over-protective. I love the way he makes me feel, I will never forget the feelings. I love his moles close to his lips… :p However, on off relationships was not something to proud of. I don’t realize I felt bored with that kind of relationship, with overprotective thing, with his jealousy and everything.
Overall, I’m comfortable with my conditions right now. I still have my best friend. I still have my family to love. My cousin, Emanuel which I just spoken with. I hope when I know someone this time, he will be my husband…I hope… That’s all. Happy New Year guys!
XOXO…
